my excuse for not blogging..
too busy with school..
=]



is it reasonable?
there isnt much to be busy about in school actually..
we're still pretty aimless..

it feels like we're wasting our time in school..
most of the time..
we're not doing anythin..
we'll be in the lab..
playing online games..
plying with laptops..
playings wif DS/PSP
totally unconstructive..

1 weeks hav actually passed since the start of school..
in a few more weeks..
3 -4..
most of the ppl will be having exams i think..
one things good about doing major projects..
is that we do not need to take exams..
but it comes wif a hefty price..
which is our term break..
=[[

well...
it's alright..
there are ppl in tis world..
that can make my world a better place..
=]]]

sometime..
people need time to heal from the hurt they suffer..
to do that..
sometime..
one isolate themself away from that person..

blame me..
laugh at me..
bitched abt me..
critisize if me if u want..

its just my defensive mechanism..
Sorry.. if ive done anything wrong..
Sorry.. if this seems fake to you..
Sorry.. if u think i made this up..

when u hab a big fight with someone..
u wouldnt go to that person one day..
and go..
" hi! how was ur life like?"
like nothing had happen..
it appear too fake..
but..
when u try to protect urself by advoiding them..
they'll still blame u for one thing or another..

im just voicing out..
wad i feel..
please do not feel offended..

The first day of school was slacking yet tiring..
having so much breaks..
was a first..
taking mrt so late back home..
was tiring..
its been some time since i do that..
mom sent the bike to repair/ for maintance..

I feel totally drain on the 1st day..
it'll get better..
i hope..

oh..
i went to qtss's speechday the other day..
its nicer then all the speechday i went..
=]]
yup.. imgaine how boring mine was..

that will be the last event for me..
there isnt any time for me to return..
and after this year..
there isnt much reason to get back..
unless it's teacher's day..

Tml marks the end of my freedom..
crapp..
cant go out on weekdays anymore..
which means..
cant go to teacher's day..
cant go to qtss this time round..
oh wel..
=]]

i'll blog more..
whn i get to sch tml..
think i'll get to..
=]

it rain heavily juz like that..
outta of no wher..
it poured..
was soak wet..
while working..

lucky for us..
it was the 2nd show..
=]

came home..
talked with za..
she nv fails to make me laugh like an idiot..
and she spammed my tag..
--.--
and she said this..
Za:" i need ciggggggggggggggggg"
thn she say..
Za:"nah. actually, I DONT FEEL LIKE SMOKING ANYMORE!"
Za:"eh serious lah. i havent been smoking for more than a week"

Should i believe her?
hmmmm..
yup!
ofcoz..
cause if she lie..
im sure..
QTSS will be on a look out for her smoking..
well.. i hope.. -grin-

Most poly student shouldnt have the luxury of a holiday now..
It seems, TP is the only poly left to be having holiday..
do correct me if im wrong..
=]

well..
for once..
Tp doesnt have the longest holiday..
We ended our school late this time..
much later thn any other poly i think..
even this extra week of holiday doesnt compensate much..

School start next week..
and so is my major project..
Five day work week..
From 9am to 5pm

well..
technically that is wad they said..
We need to report BEFORE 9..
and report OUT after 5.30..

i highly doubt, anyone can cheat this time..
no one can help me scan my card..
coz.. there isnt anymore card to scan..
we're require to scan our fingers..

yup..
mayb i should duplicate my thumb..
and distribute them to all my friends..
so, if im late..
they could help me scan 1st..
=]

now... if only i could find a way to clone them..

Alright..no emo stuff..

There is work tomorrow!
boring...
think payday is today..
*pray hard*

Mom and dad is away..
to thailand..
on bike again..
My parents are cool arent they...

that leaves.. me and my sis alone..
gotta do dishes..
and clean the floor..
hmmm..
think i should clean my room soon..
it's a mess..

Damn..
i overslept..
how could i..
@%$#%#$

i hate it wen i do tt..
i cant balme anyone..

i think i accidently pressed the alarm clock..
after i finish setting the time..
SMART ME..

I dislike waiting for people..
and truly understand how it feels like to wait for ppl..
and now..
i overslept..
let someone wait for me..
crap..
i juz become the people i hate..
fag..

crap..
i feel so depress now..

sch is starting.. in fact.. it start in 2 weeks time.. 21 of april..
sadly..
i missed my holiday..
ohh well..

i fail my interview for OSIP
i didnt even took the interview..
they didnt see me fit to go.. my result were too poor..ohh well..
no more trip to japan..

Bought marion a BIG BIG BIG GREEN MUSHROOM..
Share present wif vivian for wendy..
and acc za to buy present for wendy..

2 bdays.. made me broke..
wellll....
PAY IS COMING TIS WEEK!!
I'll hav money again..
=]]

tis few days...
hav been fun..
=]

went out wif vivian... yve... za....
oh ya.. and my bros..
all important people not to be forgotten..
=]

school is starting..
and..
i hope i would pass by fast..
and i would leave TP for good..
cant wait for tt day..
grad day..
i'll invite YOU.. Miss ZALIFAH.. be sure to be free that day..
and.. u still owe me roti prata.. and a Watermelon WHOLE
=]